This is not like that.
You hear the wave before you see it, big, the kind that would be fun to run from if you were dressed for it. A chorus, which is weird because you’re here to see a soloist. Silence, no sound at all, which is also weird because this is one place that cannot be silent. Stillness, air captured and held for just a moment. You think everything is suspended but maybe it’s just you. The coin has been flipped and is neither heads nor tails, you’re in the slice between them both. Or you are both heads and tails at once.
This art isn’t finished, won’t ever be finished. This artist left the paint and brushes out for others. Forty pairs of hands reach out and bruise you without doing any harm.
Days later, but only moments, the tickle of soft grass on the back of your legs, ashes swirling at a pace too slow for your eyes to perceive. Legs folded, your thighs seek the caress of another and do not find it. Untouched, solitary, but not alone.
Ribbons, always ribbons, this time black and smooth and silky. Deep below, they rise to meet you. Riding the wave of what pulses inside of you - blood, lymph, life - they whisper up, like fingers walking, to a path you do not know.
Vessel. Only the memory of silk remains.